Saturday, December 8, 2012

A Little Random Sleepy Venting...


I had/have no plans for today's all....oops.  I usually get inspired for what I want to write about when it gets to be around 9:30 p.m.  Not so tonight.  No inspiration might lead it's way into some venting.  I also can't spell half my words right on the first try.

I think this is the culprit:
so sleepy... so, so sleepy

I think the other part of my lack of inspiration is that while I started today in a fairly good mood, it got totally killed early afternoon by the Mister.  
I've got 2 reasons to be grumpy:  stupid skin was working overdrive to be as oily as it could in as short a time as possible (the Mister said I pretty much looked hideous today...thanks...not!) and I'm sick of cooking the same 2-3 dishes that are the only ones he ever will eat.  I want variety, he claims the variety I want is stupid and to stick with only things similar to what he grew up with.  I may or may not have done a lot slamming of cupboard doors and mental yelling today.  I won't admit either way....

I am happy that I go see the dermatologist on Friday, since neither prescription I'm using is working (I actually think they are working against each other) and I can't get the oiliness under control.  Everything I use claims to be oil-control: toner, moisturizer, primer, foundation, powder and a spray.  About 3 hours later, I am sooo shiny...  and I've got breakouts and other yucky spots...whether I bother a spot or not, it leaves a mark...for weeks/months... I almost feel like I'm on my way back to where I was a couple of years ago with how much my skin is misbehaving.  It's all rather depressing... I hope she has some new options when I go see her.

Hmmm...between yesterday's hair issues post and today's post of some more issues, I feel like all I'm doing is complaining.  Sorry about that.  I really hope I can get out of my dark mood before my birthday in a few days... I suppose that I'm hoping that some venting will help me work my way out of my funk.

Anyway, I'm off to go clean my face and maybe use a mask...or maybe I'll just curl up in bed after washing my face.  

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